Loved You More Than Me - Def Ferrer [Presents: "Soft Lies, Hard Goodbyes"] Spoken Intro Loving too much can mean losing yourself along the way. It's giving your body and soul, even when it's never enough. This is the story you're about to hear. A journey through sleepless nights, silent pain, and hope that never fades. I am DJ Def Ferrer. And I invite you to walk with me through this universe of raw emotions and unfiltered truth. Feel every beat, every word, every breath. Welcome to Soft Lies, Hard Goodbyes. Where music is more than sound. It's truth. It's soul. You feel it, DJ Def? Only DJ Def knows this pain. This one's for the ones who feel. DJ Def, always here... Music Lyrics There are loves that leave scars time will never erase. I've spent these nights awake trying to understand how it all slipped away. The pain of loving more than you are loved. It's like betraying yourself just to keep on loving someone. When love isn't fair, the soul shatters into invisible pieces. I gave it all, even what I never had. And you, you only played with my faith. I loved you more than myself, and in that I lost everything. But now I rise from the ashes. Not because I stopped loving you, but because I finally remembered how to love me. I gave you everything, left nothing behind. Chasing your shadow, I crossed every line. You were my light, my reason to breathe, but love turned cold and I couldn't see. You smiled while hiding knives in your touch, and I was too blind, I loved too much. Tried to fix what you never broke from me. Now I see. Now I see. I loved you more than me. More than dreams, more than sleep. I lost myself completely in you, but you were never mine to keep. Now I dance with all the pain. Let the rain wash away your name. I loved you more than me, but now I'm finally free. The nights were long, full of screams, waking up to your hollow dreams. Your voice, a ghost inside my head, still echoes, cruel and dead. I beg the stars, I beg the moon, to bring you back, maybe too soon. But healing never asks permission. Only truth and admission. I loved you more than me, more than time, more than peace. Gave you one piece by peace, but your love was just a tease. Now I rise above your flame, rewriting my own name. I loved you more than me, but now I'm not the same. Never thought letting go would hurt this much. But what hurts more is staying where love no longer lives. I loved you more than me. More than hope, more than need. But love that hurts can never stay. It only makes the heart bleed. So here I stand, torn but whole, finally reclaiming my soul. I loved you more than me. Now, I love me more. Final Statement Def Ferrer, it's not just music. It's my truth.

Te Amé Más Que A Mí - Def Ferrer [Apresentando "Soft Lies, Hard Goodbyes"] [Introdução Falada] Amar demasiado puede significar perderse en el camino, es entregarse con cuerpo y alma incluso cuando parece no ser suficiente. Esta es la historia que vas a escuchar. Un viaje a través de noches sin dormir, dolor silencioso y una esperanza que nunca se apaga. Soy DJ Def Ferrer y te invito a caminar conmigo por este universo de emociones crudas y verdades sin filtro. Siente cada latido, cada palabra, cada suspiro. Bienvenido a Soft Lies, Hard Goodbyes. Donde la música es más que sonido. Es verdad, es alma. ¿Lo sientes, DJ Def? Solo DJ Def conoce este dolor! Esto es para los que sienten. DJ Def. Siempre presente... [Letra da Música] Hay amores que dejan cicatrices que ni el tiempo puede borrar, Pasa noches sin terminarles despierto, intentando entender como todo se escapó. El dolor de amar más de lo que se es amado. Es como traicionarse a uno mismo solo para seguir amando a alguien. Cuando el amor no es justo el alma se rompe en pedazos invisibles. Y di todo, hasta lo que nunca tuve. Y tú, tú solo jugabas con mi fe. Te amé más que a mí mismo y en eso me perdí. Pero ahora me levanto de las cenizas. No porque deje de amarte, sino porque finalmente recordé como amarme. Te di todo, no dejé nada atrás. Persiguiendo tu sombra, crucé todos los límites. Fuiste mi luz, mi razón para respirar. Pero el amor se enfrió y no pude ver. Sonreías mientras escondías cuchillos en tu tacto, yo estaba demasiado cego, amaba demasiado. Intenté arreglar lo que nunca rompiste para mí. Ahora veo, ahora veo. Te amé más que a mí. Más que a los sueños, más que al sueño. Me perdí completamente en ti. Pero nunca fuiste mío. Te amé más que a mí, pero ahora por fin soy libre. Las noches eran largas llenas de gritos, despertando con tus sueños vacíos. Tu voz, un fantasma dentro de mi cabeza, aún resuena cruel y muerta. Le rogué a las estrellas, le rogué a la luna que te trajeran de vuelta, tal vez demasiado pronto. Pero la cura no pide permiso, solo verdad y aceptación. Te amé más que a mí, más que al tiempo, más que a la paz. Te di todo pedazo a pedazo, pero tu amor fue solo una burla. Ahora me elevo sobre tu llama, reescribiendo mi propio nombre. Te amé más que a mí, pero ahora no soy el mismo. Nunca pensé que dejar ir doliera tanto. Pero lo que duele más es quedarse donde el amor ya no vive. Te amé más que a mí, más que a la esperanza, más que a la necesidad. Pero el amor que hiere nunca puede quedarse, solo hace que el corazón sangre. Así que aquí estoy, desgarrado pero entero, finalmente recuperando mi alma. Te amé más que a mí. Ahora me amo más. Assinatura Def Ferrer no es solo musica... Es mi verdad!

No One But You - Def Ferrer [Presents: "Soft Lies, Hard Goodbyes"] [Gênero: Deep House] [Verse 1] There was a time when I believed Love was enough That even the sleepless nights were worth it I held on to every glance, every lie Thinking I was chosen Thinking you were mine But sometimes the one who holds your heart Is the one who breaks it in silence Still I loved you Like there was no one else in this world That hurt the most You held my soul with hands untrue But I still saw no one but you [Chorus] They said love is blind Now I see it's true 'Cause I gave my heart and it bled through I was yours in every way But you were someone else's yesterday No one but you, through the dark In all your eyes You are my fire, my prison, my life My reason to breathe in the dead of night But now I'm burning, now I'm free From every dream you sold to me No one but you But now I do Now I choose me, not you. [Verse 2] You came to me in midnight rain. Let the poison in, called it charm Put a wall through sleepless nights alone Built a heart from sharp to stone You can unlove what once was true But I won't be defined by you Your name still echoes Soft and cruel in every corner, every room But even ghosts can fade away And mourning always finds a way [Chorus] No one but you ruled my every breath But love like that is close to death You are my cage and my escape My sweetest lie, my worst mistake But now I'm rising Now I see what love should give Not to steal from me No one but you But now I do Now I choose truth, not you [Outro] I gave you forever You gave me doubt But I survived the silence You couldn't shout No one but you, I used to say But I found my peace and walking away I won't forget, I won't deny But I won't keep living in goodbye All over again I'm dreaming New skies are blue No one but you, once it was true But now I live for me Not you

Loved You More - Def Ferrer [Project: Soft Lies, Hard Goodbyes] [Intro] I used to love everything about you. The way you laughed, the way you looked at me. Even the silence. [Verse 1] Between your words, I gave you my soul with no conditions. And still you chose to lie. This is what remains when love was real for one and just convenient for the other. I adore the street where we first met. A stolen kiss I still can't forget. I held you close when the nights were long It made your silence feel like a song. [Verse 2] You touched my face, said I was the one But you were already coming undone While I dreamed of forever and skies so wide You held another hand behind my prize. You smiled and I believe in every word I was deceived. Now I'm alone with what was true I love with fire more than you knew. [Chorus] I loved you more than stars above More than dreams or whispered love You were not fire, my one escape But your heart will never mind to take nothing. Through the ashes of trust Learning how to breathe through dust I love you more than you deserve Now I'm healing what you burn. [Verse 3] I remember the taste of your lies Dressed as kisses in midnight skies You swore your eyes your only truth But shadows told a darker proof I stayed awake for nights on end Hoping your love was not pretend But secrets whispered in the dark Left bruises where I gave my heart. [Bridge] I saw the signs, but looked away Thinking you'd change, hoping you'd stay But nothing real can be that blind Love should never feel confined. I loved you more than morning light Held on through every sleepless night You were my calm, you were my storm A beautiful light I kept warm. [Outro] But now the fire is mine to keep I'll rise again from pain that's deep I loved you more, I won't deny But I won't be the one who cried. I gave you all and you gave me less But from the pieces I rebuilt Not bitter, just wiser Not broken, just real I love you more and that's my truth More than you ever knew in youth You were my dream that turned to dust But I still rise I still trust No more lies behind sweet words No more nights of silent cries I love you more, but now I love you more.

Lost In The Shadows - Def Ferrer [Intro] Sometimes, silence speaks louder than words. I'm still here, caught between what was and what never will be. [Verse 1] I walk these empty streets at midnight. Neon lights flicker, don't shine bright. Your name's the ghost that haunts my phone In every message I'm still alone. You promised forever, and a trembling voice Would left me with no choice, but to lose my own voice. [Verse 2] The nights I held on The tears I hid Were the shadows of the love you never did. I'm lost in your shadow Chasing what's gone, love that's broken Still holding on. Broke in your silence Broke in your life But I'll find my way beneath these dark skies. [Verse 3] I counted every heartbeat in the rain Tracing memories, feeling the pain The warmth you gave was just a flame Burned too quickly, left me with shame. I was told the truth cuts deep Night falls near and all I have left is this fading fear. [Chorus] I'm lost in your shadow Chasing what's gone The love is broken, still holding on. Broke in your silence, broke in your life. But I find my way beneath these dark skies. [Bridge] How many times did I let you break me? How many nights did I just fake being free? [Outro] Tonight I see clearly No more disguise I'm rising from ashes, reclaiming my life No longer lost in your shadow I'm moving on A heart once broken, now growing strong Free from your silence.

Echoes of What We Were - Def Ferrer (Verse 1) The night is a quiet day Stealing moments I never owned Your voice, fading echo Haunting corridors of my soul I traced our memories like scars Each one telling a story of pain But I'm still breathing, still broken And still waiting in the rain (Chorus) This is the last letter I wrote To a ghost I used to know I gave you all my yesterday But you let me slip and go The shadows dance on empty walls Where love forgot to stay I'm left with echo and silence And the words I couldn't say (Verse 2) I carved your name in my silence But the wind carried it away I begged for one last moment But you turned and walked away The candle flickers Fading fast like the hope I tried to give But even broken hearts can learn To find peace and endless sleep (Bridge) Was I the song you forgot to sing A story left half told Or just a shadow passing by In the cold night's hold (Chorus) This is the last letter I wrote To a ghost I used to know I gave you my yesterdays But you let them slip and go The shadows dance on empty walls Where love forgot to stay I'm left with echoes and silence And the words I couldn't say (Outro) So here it is, my final goodbye Written not any But in the silence between us Maybe one day These words will find the light And maybe just may I'll finally

I Loved You More – Def Ferrer [Intro - Falada] I used to love everything about you. The way you laughed, the way you looked at me. Even the silence. Between your words, I gave you my soul with no conditions, And still, you chose to lie. [Verse 1] This is what remains when love was real for one, And just convenient for the other. I adore the street where we first met, That stolen kiss I still can’t forget. I held you close when the nights were long, And made your silence feel like song. You touched my face, said I was the one, But you were already coming undone. [Pre-Chorus] While I’ve dreamed of forever and skies so wide, You held another hand behind my pride. You smiled and I believed in every word, I was deceived, now I’m alone with what was true. I loved with fire more than you knew. [Chorus] I loved you more than the stars above, More than dreams or whispered love. You were my fire, my one escape, But your heart was never mine to take. No... [Verse 2] Dance through the ashes of trust, Learning how to breathe through dust. I loved you more than you deserved, Now I’m hearing what you burn. Remember the taste of your lies, Dressed as kisses in midnight skies. You swore your eyes were your only truth, But shadows told a darker proof. [Bridge] I stayed awake for nights on end, Hoping your love was not pretend. But secrets whispered in the dark, Left bruises where I gave my heart. I saw the signs, but looked away, Thinking you’d change, hoping you’d stay. But nothing real can be that blind, Love should never feel confined. [Chorus] I loved you more than morning light, Held on through every sleepless night. You were my calm, you were my storm, A beautiful light I kept on. But now the fire is mine to keep, I’ll rise again from pain that’s deep. I loved you more, I won’t deny, But I won’t be the one who cried. [Outro] I gave you all, and you gave me less, But from the pieces, I rebuilt. Not bitter, just wiser. Not broken, just... I love you more, and that’s my truth. More than you ever knew in youth. You were my dream that turned to dust, But I still rise, I still trust. No more lies behind sweet eyes, No more nights of silent cries. I loved you more.

Love at a Loss – Def Ferrer [Intro - Falada] There’s a moment in the silence, When you realize love isn’t always kind. I gave everything—my time, I trusted my soul. And all I got back was shadows and unanswered nights. But somehow, I still believe, Even broken hearts beat loud in the dark. [Verse 1] I stayed when the lights went out, Waded through the cold and doubt. Every night you disappear, But I held on through every tear. You spoke of dreams and golden skies, You kissed me with a thousand lies. Now I’m awake in beds we share, And the love is gone, but I still care. [Chorus] I gave it all, I played your game, Loved you deep through every flame. But in the fire, I found the cost— You in the heart, believe at last. I loved at last, I gave without end, Hoping you’d turn, but you just pretend. You held my soul with your silent goodbyes. Now I dance to the hurt with tears in my eyes. [Verse 2] I rise from the fall through the coldest of nights, Your love was a light dressed in heavenly light. But I’m not the same, I’ve learned from the cost. I know what it means to love forever like a game, Then walk away and leave the blame. They warned me not to try so deep, But passion never lets you sleep. I crossed the bridge, I took the leap, And lost myself in wounds that keep. [Bridge] But broken dreams can grow again, In empty rooms, I shed the pain. What once was cruel now sets me free, I found the light inside of me. I loved at a loss, I gave without end, Tore my heart open, tried to defend. You will realize my perfume on skin, But I’m done letting heartbreak win. [Outro] I rise from the wreck of your touch, Stronger in silence, no need for your crutch. I’m not the same, I’ve learned from the cost. Now I know how it feels to love and be alone. No more midnight holes, no more calls, no return. You taught me what love isn’t, and for that, thank you. I loved at a loss, but I’m still here. Rising in rhythm, shedding the fear. No more illusions, no more disguise, Only truth beneath these skies. I danced through the dark, No need to look back. The night won’t define what the daylight lacks. I gave you my heart and paid the cost, But I found myself in love at a loss.

Lie to Me Tonight – Def Ferrer [Intro - Falada] Sometimes, the hardest words are the ones left unspoken. When the silence between us grows louder than any truth. I find myself begging for just one moment more, One moment where the pain hides behind a gentle lie. [Verse 1] Don’t say a word, I see it in your face. The silence fills this crowded space. You’re still here, but not the same, And I can’t ask you to explain. If this is the end, just let it fade, No need to break what’s already frayed. If you’re leaving me behind, Let me hold the soft lie. [Chorus] Lie to me tonight, say I’m still your only one. Tell me that tomorrow we’ll still wake up as one. I don’t need the truth to sleep, Just a whisper I can keep. Lie to me tonight, make it feel like love again, Even if we’re just pretending in the end. [Verse 2] The way you move, the way you breathe, Feels like a stranger touching me. But I’d rather fake this dream, Than feel the cut of honesty. So if you care, just for tonight, Wrap me in a tender lie. Don’t explain, don’t justify, Just look at me and close your eyes. [Chorus] Lie to me tonight, say I’m still your only one. Tell me that tomorrow we’ll still wake up as one. I don’t need the truth to sleep, Just a whisper I can keep. Lie to me tonight, make it feel like love again, Even if we’re just pretending in the end. [Bridge] I know the light is fading fast, I know we’re ghosts of what we had. But I can hold this moment tight, If you lie to me, lie to me tonight. [Chorus] Lie to me tonight, say the fire’s not gone. Make me believe we still belong. Give me one more perfect lie Before we say goodbye. Lie to me tonight, I’ll take your sweetest disguise, Just don’t let me see the end in your eyes.

[Som de telefone tocando, toque suave] (Voz feminina, tom suave e emocionado) Alô... você está aí? Ou estava com medo de não conseguir falar... com você? Um... mas eu só te imaginei... Eu só precisava ouvir sua voz... Mesmo que seja só assim... uma vez... Será que isso é mesmo um adeus? Não é só um “até a gente se encontrar de novo”? Eu sinto... Um... espero que sim, porque não sei se aguento muito tempo longe de você... Ah, eu também vou te esperar... prometo! Um... então até logo, até logo, amor... [fade out da voz, começa a música] 🎵 It's Not Goodbye Now, what if I never kiss your lips again Or feel the touch of your sweet embrace? How would I ever... I will have an empty heart So I just have to believe somewhere out there you are Thinking of me, of me Till the day I let you go Till we say our next hello It's not goodbye Till I see you again I will be right here Remembering when If time is on our side There will be no tears to cry On down the road There is one thing I cannot deny It's not goodbye You think I would be strong enough to make it through And rise above when the rain falls down But it is so hard to be When you have been missing somebody so long It is just a matter of time, I'm sure But time takes time and I cannot hold on So don't you try as hard as you can Put my broken heart together again Till the day I let you go Till we say our next hello It's not goodbye Till I see you again I will be right here Remembering when Your time is on There will be no tears to cry On down the road There is one thing I cannot deny It's not goodbye

Dressed for Nothing – Def Ferrer [Intro - Falada] Some nights, you don’t cry because you’re weak. You cry because you kept pretending you were fine. I waited, all dressed up, just to be forgotten. These are the nights I should have slept. [Verse 1] I stood alone under neon lights, your name still glowing on my phone. Eight seconds stretched into a lifetime, but your silence chilled me to the bone. You said just a little ache, But hours passed and trains went by. Lipstick fading, heels starting to ache, Still I stay, chasing the light. [Pre-Chorus] You made me wait in a dream you saw, Wrapped in silver and promises cold. Dressed for a night we'll never know. These are the nights I should have let go. These are the nights I should have slept. [Chorus] I walk that platform back and forth, Counting regrets like subway lights. Love shouldn’t feel like this endless wait, Like dressing up for empty nights. I look for meaning in the stillness, In the flicker of fluorescent blues. But truth hits hardest in silence. I was always just your excuse. [Verse 2] You made me wait in a dream you saw, Wrapped in silver and promises cold. Dressed for a night we'll never know. These are the nights I should have let go. These are the nights I should have slept. [Bridge] How many times did I let love hurt? How many times did I silence the doubt? Tonight I see myself clearer, Not broken, just done. [Chorus] You made me wait in a dream you sold, Wrapped in silver and promises cold. But I won’t stand where it goes still. These are the nights I take back home. These are the nights I rise along. [Outro - Falada] These are the nights I should have slept. I rise along.

Beyond the Silence (Original lyrics by Def Ferrer) Verse 1 In the quiet where words fail to breathe, I reach for you, but you're out of reach. Shadows linger, secrets untold, A story of love, fragile and bold. Pre-Chorus Between the echoes and the night, I hold on to the fading light. Chorus Beyond the silence, I hear your name, A whispered promise, an endless flame. Though distance grows and time divides, Our hearts beat strong on the other side. Verse 2 Memories dance in the midnight air, A touch so gentle, a breath of care. Lost in moments, caught in time, Searching for answers in every rhyme. Pre-Chorus Between the echoes and the night, I hold on to the fading light. Chorus Beyond the silence, I hear your name, A whispered promise, an endless flame. Though distance grows and time divides, Our hearts beat strong on the other side. Bridge Even when the world is cold and still, Our love remains, unbroken will. Final Chorus Beyond the silence, I hear your name, A whispered promise, an endless flame. Though distance grows and time divides, Our hearts beat strong on the other side.

Burning Heart – Def Ferrer The air in the house still holds your perfume But my soul today only carries your absence And in my chest, a fire that refuses to fade The house breathes an air that is no longer mine The afternoon shadows stretch across the floor Your voice has become my only guide In a labyrinth where I can’t break free anymore Everything I touch leads me back to you A scar I never want to outgrow Every step you took away Was a piece of me that bled I watched you disappear Like the last ray of sunlight low Trapped in the darkness deep Don’t know which way to go My heart no longer feeds — it burns A fire that only longing learns I am the flame that love could not erase A burning heart that sorrow did embrace I am your memory that consumes me whole I am the burning heart that carries your soul The silence of my phone Is the weight of a goodbye without end The words that were left unspoken Are the kindling that makes my spirit bend Every tear in my mind, every breath I deny Every shadow repeats your name Every step you took away Was a piece of me that bled I watched you disappear Like the last ray of sunlight, it burns A fire that only longing learns I am the flame that love could not erase A burning heart that sorrow did embrace I am your memory that consumes me whole I am a burning heart that carries your soul I cannot erase you — the pain keeps me alive It’s the only way I have left to keep our love to strive The fire is my paradise and my cruel plight And your memory is the only thing I hold tight My heart no longer beats — it only burns

Lie to Me Tonight – Def Ferrer Don’t say a word — I see it in your face The silence fills this crowded space You’re still here, but not the same And I can’t ask you to explain If this is the end, just let it fade No need to break what’s already frayed If you're leaving me behind Let me hold a softer lie Chorus Lie to me tonight — say I’m still your only one Tell me that tomorrow we’ll still wake up as one I don’t need the truth to sleep Just a whisper I can keep Lie to me tonight — make it feel like love again Even if we’re just pretending in the end The way you move, the way you breathe Feels like a stranger touching me But I’d rather fake this dream Than feel the cut of honesty So if you care, just for tonight Wrap me in a tender lie Don’t explain, don’t justify Just look at me and close your eyes Chorus Lie to me tonight — say I’m still your only one Tell me that tomorrow we’ll still wake up as one I don’t need the truth to sleep Just a whisper I can keep Lie to me tonight — make it feel like love again Even if we’re just pretending in the end I know the light is fading fast I know we’re ghosts of what we had But I can hold this moment tight If you lie to me... lie to me tonight Bridge / Final Chorus Lie to me tonight — say the fire’s not gone Make me believe we still belong Give me one more perfect lie Before we say goodbye Lie to me tonight — I’ll take your sweetest disguise Just don’t let me see the end in your eyes

Es una cancion de amor

Tema musical con pinceladas de Synthwave Music, Techno, Ambient, Melodic synthesizer, Electro Wave

Instrumental Lo-Fi de inspiración asiática. Duración: 2 minutos, 46 segundos.