Nature, my love, has its discontinuous ways in every phenomenon. And sometimes human Will is part of Nature in that: we can't force things to happen the right way, the way that they should, the way that would be better for us. But our thought likes to delude us about the consistency and power of our Will. Human souls resemble instead physical phenomena sometimes or, as I can say, too often, in a chaotic form, ruthlessly shattering our Will. It's just highs and lows, for no reason, no sense at all, just like shapeless water in the Ocean. Our Love that touched the stars went soon on the down low all by itself, like none of us could do anything against that. But in the end I had to, I could, I had to do something, anything that came to my mind... We can't be excused. I know that, because my spirit could be stronger than jittery destiny.

You're alive, you are and have always been the most lively person I've ever met. Your voice, I can hear your voice infinitely echoing in my ears. I can't believe what people say... And your echoes are more important than their spoken words... Happy Valentine's, my love.

We took wonderful walks in the surroundings of your house, in the city center and in the promenade streets close to the harbour. You were always so concerned with attention to details of your look, but you didn't care at all if the wind was messing up our hair. And you looked so beautiful when you were smiling, in the wind.

Happy birthday, amore mio. We have a lot to remember. Unique things we could only live together. I love you so much. Excuse me for I am sad and my music so melancholic. As for me, you... you just left for a travel, even though the most important of our lives. But my music knows you won't be right back.

I hope all the angels are singing their own way in epic delight for your birthday, and that your unforgettable eyes are surrounded with the most gorgeous flowers and red gold jewels. I love you with all of my heart, amore mio. I am instead really sorry that I can't be about as I should and as I desire, these days. You know why and please, baby, understand the way I feel even though I know you wouldn't like it. And accept my lonely tears... my tears in music.

I couldn't be there whilst it really counted. I couldn't remember our forever lasting laughs together, when I needed it the most. Fortune left me blank and blind first slowly, then to deepest point all of a sudden. I forgot how to passionately play your guardian angel's role, or any useful role. It hurts so much to know now that... just a little more trust in our game, was all we needed.

I trusted the pure air of Sweden, I would've come and lived there with you. But we never pulled it off. Your loved Sweden was offended and then its soaring winds began to scorch our hearts.

Life seemed so easy. It seemed you trusted our life, our life together. And for the sake of our ideas of family we went on, even thousands miles apart. But life is not easy at all, never.

When I couldn't understand your ways, but had no reservations whatsoever... Sorry for running away in Via Veneto, that day, my love.

I thought colourful butterflies could live forever... Live in colours forever...

Taken and processed in Analog, Distributed in Digital. Kodak Gold 200 in Superheadz Ultrawide And Slim camera. It has been over a year since I started this bit of insane quirk -  In the age of immensely efficient, fast processes, I took the counter-intuitive path and went the slow, scenic, time consuming route. Read more » Also, don't be shy and say hello if you see me. I'm nicer than I look.

"432 Hz Sound of Earth"