In the beginning it was Music es una cancion compuesta, producida e interpretada por Ernesto Pagella para el proyecto musical The van Space.

In the beginning it was Music es una cancion compuesta, producida e interpretada por Ernesto Pagella para el proyecto musical The van Space.

Fantasias es una cancion compuesta, producida e interpretada por Ernesto Pagella para el proyecto musical The van Space.

Antifaz es una cancion compuesta, producida e interpretada por Ernesto Pagella para el proyecto musical The van Space.

Song Amsterdam

Grey in our hair Lines on our skin Same old smile When you walk in World moved fast Seasons flew by Still see stars In your eyes Years went by Fast and slow Life kept changing More than us But somehow Through every change You stayed close Just the same When the lights fade And the years run by When the roads change And the rivers dry I'll be there By your side You and I You and I Old photographs Faded shades Every memory Still remains If I could live A thousand lives I'd still find Your hand in mine Through the storms Through the years You're still here When the lights fade And the years run by When the roads change And the rivers dry I'll be there By your side You and I You and I When my voice shakes And the night arrives When the world feels Too big outside I'll be there By your side You and I For all our lives

Cruzas frente a mí, sin saber lo que hay aquí, eres sueño y realidad, algo que no puedo alcanzar. Hoy te vuelvo a contemplar, sin poderte confesar, que aunque intento disimular siempre vuelvo a imaginar. Y este amor vive en silencio, se quedó aquí dentro, tú sonríes, yo me voy, guardando lo que siento. Guardando lo que siento. Sé que debo continuar, pero cuesta olvidar, eres luz al despertar, difícil de apagar. Y aunque quiera escapar, siempre vuelves a pasar, como un sueño que jamás podré llegar a tocar. Y este amor vive en silencio, se quedó aquí dentro, tú sonríes, yo me voy, guardando lo que siento. Guardando lo que siento. Guardando lo que siento. Porque cuando estás aquí todo vuelve a florecer, pero sé que nunca habrá un nosotros que creer. Un nosotros que creer. Un nosotros que creer.

You came close without a sound While my life was burning out I still remember how it felt When your fingers touched my neck I was good at acting cold Smiling just to fill the role Then your eyes undressed the lie I went quiet deep inside Stay in my head Stay in my chest Some people leave You never left Now the nights don’t hit the same Every crowd just feels replaced And I hate the truth in this I still search for what we lived Stay in my head Stay in my chest Some people leave You never left Stay in my head Stay in my chest Some people leave You never left

Your voice cut through the noise Like a light I couldn’t avoid One touch changed the air Now I feel you everywhere Late trains, empty roads Heavy hearts we never showed Then you smiled out of nowhere Like you found me standing there Falling through tonight Lost inside your eyes Falling through tonight You pull me back to life Most people fade so fast Small talk never seems to last But your words stay in my head Long after the night has left Right here No lies Your face Blue lights Falling through tonight Lost inside your eyes Falling through tonight You pull me back to life Falling through tonight Hold me in your light Falling through tonight Stay here one more time

I was tired of empty nights Different faces, same goodbye Then you came without a sound And somehow slowed my whole world down Now your name stays in my head Like the last thing that I said Every second feels alive For the first time in a while If this breaks, let it break I would still choose every day Every road, every scar Led me right to where you are People talk, they always will But they don’t know how this feels They don’t see the way you look Like you found me when I was lost Stay tonight Don’t let go Hearts can change We both know If this breaks, let it break I would still choose every day Every road, every scar Led me right to where you are If this ends, I’ll still say You were worth the risk I made Every road, every scar Still leads back to who you are

Before the shelter undressed me Did you see all out beside me In your eyes i feel no loving Can't you tell us i've been harder Can't you see i need another In your eyes i feel my love away Run away away Run away away Run away away Run away away Allways on time underside me Why'd you see where i'm listening Will i never feel the lonely I'ts just you got something harder I'ts just you and me, i'm hiding Will i never feel the lonely Run away away Run away away Run away away Run away away

We were young we had time Running fast, chasing highs No big plans, no disguise Just your hand next to mine Summer air, open roads Every laugh still feels close Funny how people change But some nights stay the same I still hear you in the noise In the songs, in the silence Some memories never fade They just wait in the distance Years go by life moves on Different faces, different towns Still there's you somewhere there Like a light through the haze Maybe we were only passing through And part of me still runs with you I still hear you in the noise In the songs, in the silence Some memories never fade They just wait in the distance I still hear you when it rains Like a voice calling my name We grew older not apart You're still living in my heart

If you don't want me, i will go I won't stay where love won't grow If I'm not enough for you Tell me now, i'll see it through The sun is up, the night is gone Still I wake up on my own I stopped waiting by the door Can't do this anymore If you don't love me like i do There's nothing left for me to prove If you don't want me as i am I'll walk away while i still can While i still can I stopped chasing sirens now Broken soul but standing proud Like a ship that found the shore Searching no more You burn my heart You pull away I tried enough I cannot stay If you don't love me like i do There's nothing left for me to prove If you don't want me as i am I'll walk away while i still can While i still can While i still can The sun is up, i see it clear You were close, now disappear If you don't love me as i am I'll leave today, while i still can While i still can While i still can

Some see gold, some see dirt Some smile just to watch you burn I stopped explaining who I am They only hear what they want No one knows what I carry No one sees the scars I bury Some stay close, some just talk Some throw stones while I walk Funny how they switch up fast Kiss your cheek then stab your back Act like family to your face Then disappear without a trace I don’t beg I don’t chase If it’s real It remains No one knows what it cost me How much I lost, what it broke in me But I’m still here, still the same Walking slow through the flame

First love, words come slow Half of what we felt, we couldn’t show Quiet smiles, a nervous spark Two souls learning in the dark And I miss you in the quiet In the spaces in between We were more than just a moment More than we could see Guess the hardest part of growing Is losing you Open roads and sleepless nights Getting lost inside your eyes No one else, just passing days Drifting in a softer place We let go without a fight Thought we had more time And I miss you in the quiet In the spaces in between We were more than just a moment More than we could see Guess the hardest part of growing Is losing you

I’m alive… but I feel nothing. Until I remember how to dream. Breathing in the silence Falling through the void Laughter in the darkness But I won’t be destroyed Is there faith left in me? Can I feel again? If the night is breaking Then I rise with it I want to live I want to dream I want to breathe again I want to believe Take me higher Take me free I’m alive, and I believe again Lost my voice, but now I’m screaming Through the fire, I’m believing Let them laugh, let them fall I will stand above it all Feel the light returning Feel the fire burn If I have one heartbeat I will never turn I want to live I want to dream I want to breathe again I want to believe Take me higher Take me free I’m alive, and I believe again Breathe again… believe again…

I’m a broken toy, can’t fix myself Barely strong enough to stand We keep drowning in this mess Still I reach for your hand You kill my doubts when you hold me Then we fall apart again I love you like the brave ones do But I hurt like weaker men Break me into pieces Tell them I broke for you Maybe love was never made For hearts like yours and mine You’re the fire, I’m the rain We just bring each other pain Kissing hard enough to bleed Still pretending what we need Break me into pieces Tell them I broke for you Maybe love was never made For hearts like yours and mine Break me into pieces Leave your name inside my chest We were built to lose together Still I gave you all I had left

Freeze… Or run… Heartbeat racing in the dark Fading halos leave a mark Every second pulls me in I don’t know where I begin No more time to hesitate Standing at the edge of fate Freeze or run There’s nowhere left to hide Feel the sun Burning deep inside Freeze or run No turning back again We become Everything we are Voices echo through my mind Leave the past or stay behind Light is breaking through the gray Pulling me into the day No more fear to hold me down I can feel it now Freeze or run There’s nowhere left to hide Feel the sun Burning deep inside Freeze or run No turning back again We become Everything we are Freeze… or run… We become…